Loud and unmixed. Though, these 3-4 months I've been following you have showed a lot of improvement. It reminds of me in 2018 actually.
I would recommend using Fl Studio instead of Caustic. You can actually do everything except a few plugins will mute for a few seconds every now and then and you can't save files. Though, you can pay between 89-800€ for that. I'd recommend either the Fruity or Producer Editions (respectively 89€ and 189€).
EDIT 07/22/2020: FL Studio Mobile is probably the best choice in terms of money. It's actually very strong to cost less than 20€. And it doesn't have as many limitations as FL Studio. Though FL Studio is absolutely as strong as Ableton Live and maybe Logic Pro X.